φῶς // light

Written by Lilia Kapsali-Grant
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I have to learn to hold the light for myself
otherwise, I am addicted:
to love, to longing, to someone else’s vision of me.

My heavy inheritance does not
have to spell out co-dependency.
I have to learn to hold the light for myself.

I might call it friendship
or relationship,
but if it is all God
I have to learn to hold the light for myself.

The sky is here and the sun is shining,
the breeze that sways the leaves
and tells me of aliveness
of alrightness
of trust in the greater scheme of Life.

The light is here 
to see to hold to be to write
to speak.
no need to learn to hold the light for myself
the light is here
I am the light.
Nugget. Photo by Lilia Kapsali-Grant

About the author: I am from Cyprus, but live with my husband, dog and three chickens in Baton Rouge, Louisiana. My writing brings together my personal/ecological/spiritual perspectives, and explores a deeper, more intimate and more harmonious way of being in the world which honors both the human animal vulnerability, and our interdependence with the more-than-human world. One of my dreams is to publish a book; another is to live in the country raising children, goats and an alpaca named Albert. You can find my writing on my Facebook page: Venus de Louisiane (@venusdelouisiane)


Featured Photo by Lilia Kapsali-Grant

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